Thank you, 2020
2020 - what a year. For almost everyone on this planet, THAT year was probably the worst. As for me, 2020 has been...transformative. Because of all the hurdles happening around me, I was forced to step up and take charge of my life more than ever. I was able to cross out a lot of issues that I had to deal with for so long and was able to provide more support to the people that I care about. It took me 11 days of this brand new year to get myself to write this down - but I am actually really grateful for 2020.
I realized so many things last year, here are some of them:
I should be proud of my life choices, how I handled shifting perspectives against all odds.
I am most grateful for my friends and family, I know that I am surrounded by the best people in the world.
I am living a good life and there is nothing wrong with recognizing all the things that I am capable of.
I am in the process of changing myself for the better but shall never lose sight of my blessings each and every day.
I am the captain of my own ship and I shall be responsible for everyone on my boat.
I am lucky to have so much faith in my heart and soul. Faith and Will are my most valuable skills.
I am favored by the universe, I really am.
I am who I am, and that is okay.
In 2020, I was able to finally move out and live on my own, create multiple streams of income, start my own business. and finally, process my annulment. In the midst of self-doubt and fear, I made impulsive but hard choices that eventually turned out to be some of the most major breakthroughs of my life. I moved to a higher version of myself - quietly and lovingly.
For this year, I want to keep my faith, hope, and love as close to my heart as possible. I know that as a human I have the tendency to have self-limiting beliefs and past traumas that may hinder the best possible outcome in my life. This is why I have long surrendered my life to God because I know that God knows what is best for me and he also wants what is good for me. As for me, I feel like as long as I continue to strive and make the best choices as I can, everything will turn out great. :)